Missin U so much / Mommy Shayla, mommy misses u so much. I sit and think about what my life would be like right now if u were still here with me, I know I would be a much happier person. I don't know why I had to lose you. I remember that day in the hospital when they told us you weren't going to make it I felt like my whole world was taken away and at times it still feels like that. My life hasn't been the same and never will be the same. I love u with all my heart....
SHAYLA, IS TRULY A PRECIOUS GIFT! I KNOW THAT HER MEMORY WILL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU, NEVER TO BE FORGOTTEN. YOU CAN SEE WHAT A GREAT FAMILY YOU ARE BY THE PICTURES. BEAUTIFUL WEBSITE. I LOST MY SON (YANNICK) APRIL 5, 2005, AGE: 16. I KNOW THE PAIN OF LOSING A CHILD.
DEDICATED TO SHAYLA;
DO NOT STAND AT MY GRAVE AND WEEP I AM NOT THERE I DO NOT SLEEP I AM A THOUSAND WINDS THAT BLOW I AM THE SUNLIGHT ON RIPENED GRAIN I AM THE DIAMOND GLINT OF SNOW I AM THE GENTLE AUTUMN RAIN DO NOT STAND AT MY GRAVE AND CRY I AM NOT THERE I DID NOT DIE! GOD BLESS.
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY / Debbie Wengert Kevin's Mom
Annie/ Gail Mom Crystal Earnhart (^l^ friend )
Luvin U always Shayla / Mommy I miss u so much Shayla, I sit here and get so lonely. Its ur cousin A.j's bday he's turn 7 today. It seems so unfair because u never got to make it to ur 1st bday, and you would have been 7 too this year. I sit here and think about you all of the time, I'm always talking about you whether people want to hear about you or not. How can I not talk about you, you were my first born baby girl. Why didn't I realize u were so sick, so many things that I wish I can change my baby girl. Mommy's not feeling good right now, i'm 33 weeks and just so tired and uncomfortable. I need you to come and wrap ur Angel wings around me. I want to thank you for sending me another girl. I hope to be a good mommy to her, and your sister Shaylee and brother Tyler. Luvin u always my baby girl.
Happy Birthday Sweet Angel. I hope Mommy likes this but I admit I made it to large and haven't figured out how to make it smaller yet. If you place it her photo album it should come out the right size. If you have any problems with it please let me know and I will help you with it. Hugs and Prayers to your Mommy. Rosemary sis of ^j^ Alvin Cremeans
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGEL / Selma Flynn
Happy Birthday baby girl / Mommy Shayla, Happy Birthday Beautiful baby girl. I can't believe your 7 years old today and not here with us. I remember the day you were born like it was yesterday. I remember holding you for the first time and I just couldn't believe that you were mine, that I was taking home a healthy beautiful baby girl. I remember just holding you that night and not wanting you let you go. I remember looking at you and just thinking to myself PERFECT, your cold black hair, your lil tiny nose and those chubby cheeks. I couldn't wait to get you home. You were always a happy baby hardly ever cried, you always had the biggest smile on your face. Shayla watch over ur sister Shaylee, she doesn't fully understand what happen but she knows ur not here with us and knows ur her big sister, she cried herself to sleep last night wishin u were here. Tyler says ur his SHayla, but he doesn't understand either what happen. Mommy don't even understand. I miss u more then words can say. I LOVE YOU, AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY
Shayla AnnMarie HAPPY VALENTINES DAY BABY GIRL. Thinking about you today and everyday. Shaylee is having a party today at school and Tyler didn't have school its too cold out. Mom and dad don't have anything planned, its not a day for us to celebrate. Mommy got some stuff sent for Shaylee to school, and if you were here you would get something too. We brought you some stuff to your resting place, Tyler cried because he had to wait in the car, he wanted to come with us, he knows right where your at, but it was just too far for him to walk or for us to carry him and it was cold out that night. Mommy's pregnancy is going good and its goin pretty fast too. Daddy is going to start building a house this spring hes pretty happy about that. Its ur dads dream. Aunty Nicole had her baby boy she wanted for so long, she had him on Feb. 2nd and he's so cute and tiny. Aunty Christy will be having another baby anytime now. Then it will be just mommy left. Oh yeah your Aunty Melissa and Jocko are getting married on Feb. 23. Well my baby girl i'll write more later. I love you and Daddy loves you. He misses you so much my baby girl.
SHAYLA, WELL MY BABY 6 YEARS AGO TODAY IS WHEN MY NIGHTMARE BEGAN. YOU WERE SO SICK MY BABY GIRL, AND I TOOK YOU TO THE HOSPITAL GRANDMA RITA AND I, AND YOU STARTED GOING INTO CONVULSIONS IN MY ARMS, YOU PRETTY MUCH PASSED RIGHT THERE MY BABY GIRL, IF ONLY I HAD KNOWN. YOUR DADDY HAD SHAYLEE WHILE I TOOK U TO THE HOSPITAL AND THEN I HAD TO CALL HIM TO COME AND ALL I REMEMBER IS SCREAMING AT HIM TO COME NOW, YOUR G-MA SHEILA WENT TO STAY WITH SHAYLEE. THEY DECIDED TO FLY YOU TO MINOT, SO WE ALL STARTED MAKING ARRANGEMENTS TO GET THERE AS FAST AS WE COULD, I REMEMBER YOUR G-MA KAREN COMING TO THE HOSPITAL AND HUGGING ME SO TIGHT. SO MANY PEOPLE CAME THAT NIGHT MY BABY GIRL, I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER WHO DROVE ME TO MINOT THAT NIGHT MY BABY GIRL. I REMEMBER GETTING TO MINOT AND YOU WERE IN ICU, YOU WERE HOOKED UP TO SO MANY MACHINES MY BABY. THEN THEY TOLD THEY HAD TO FLY YOU TO MINNEAPOLIS BECAUSE THEY WERE BETTER EQUIPPED FOR CASES LIKE THIS LIKE WHAT? WE DIDN'T KNOW WHAT WAS WRONG WITH YOU. YOUR DADDY FLEW WITH YOU TO MINNEAPOLIS AND WE DROVE DOWN. WE GOT THERE AND YOU WERE STILL UNDER, I THOUGHT FOR SURE THAT YOU WERE GOING TO BE UP WITH YOUR DADDY AND LAUGHING AND SMILING LIKE YOU ALWAYS DID. NOPE I HAD SUCH FALSE HOPE MY BABY GIRL. YOU WEREN'T COMING HOME WITH US LIKE I THOUGHT. I REMEMBER TELLING UR G-PA WADE THAT I WANTED TO STOP AND BUY U THE BIGGEST BEAR EVER I DON'T WHY I JUST WANTED U TO HAVE ONE, WELL WHEN I FINALLY MADE IT TO THE HOSPITAL YOU HAD ONE WITH YOU ALREADY YOUR G-PA STOPPED AND GOT YOU ONE ALREADY. TODAY IS UR AUNTY CHRISTY'S BDAY AND ITS THE DAY THAT YOU HAD TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL AND THEN YOU PASSED AWAY 2 DAYS LATER, THEY SAID THEY GAVE YOU 3 SPINAL TAPS AND YOU DIDN'T FLINCH AT ALL, THEY SAID YOU WOULD NEVER COME OUT OF IT. I COULDN'T BELIEVE IT BABY GIRL. SO HOW MUCH HAS CHANGED SINCE THEN MOMMY IS NOT THE SAME PERSON THAT I WAS WHEN I HAD YOU, I AM SO NEGATIVE AND SO UNHAPPY, NOTHING SEEMS TO MAKE ME HAPPY ANYMORE. I AM HAVING ANOTHER BABY, I WAS NOT READY BUT I BELIEVE IT WAS SENT FROM YOU, MY BABY GIRL HELP YOUR FAMILY GET THROUGH BECAUSE WE NEED SO BAD MY BABY GIRL.
Tributes and Condolences
I miss u so much Shayla, I sit here and get so lonely. Its ur cousin A.j's bday he's turn 7 today. It seems so unfair because u never got to make it to ur 1st bday, and you would have been 7 too this year. I sit here and think about you all of the time, I'm always talking about you whether people want to hear about you or not. How can I not talk about you, you were my first born baby girl. Why didn't I realize u were so sick, so many things that I wish I can change my baby girl. 
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