Hey there beautiful, Mommy is missing u so much, I keep praying for it to get easier, but Shayla its not happening, I know it will never get easier, but I need some help going on. I am not the same person I was when I had you, you changed me for the better then you left me, and my heart is broken. Yesterday was your daddy's birthday, and I kept thinking to myself what you would be like, its not fair because every day i'm asking myself why, and wonder. I wonder how ur grandma Rita went through it for so many years. I'm so scared that i'm going to drive myself nuts. I had to take your brother and sister in and it was the same place that you collapsed in my arms and I didn't know what was going on, and then somebody came into the waiting room to tell me that they got your heartbeat back and I started screaming and I started throwing up I prayed so hard that night for you to be ok, I didn't want to lose you, I didn't think I was going to lose you Shayla, oh the mistakes I made when you got sick and now I have to live the rest of my life with those mistakes. I didn't think I could have kids and then I got pregnent with you the happiest time of my life and then I lost you WHY? I am up by myself right now and I am so lonesome for you. I pray for my life to get better but its not, it just slowly goes father and farther down hill. Shaylee & Tyler are my world but I get so frustrated with them, don't have the patience I did when I had you beautiful. Well my baby I luv you with all my heart and need ur help so badly right now, Please come to mommy in my dreams give me some kind if sign, Luving you always
Missing u Always / Mommy Hey there sweet baby girl. I miss u so much, and wish I had u to hold. I went out for a lil while on Saturday and talked with another mother who lost a child, and she was telling me some of her feelings, and I was taken back, I feel so much for her, her baby was 6 when he was killed, and it hasn't been a year yet, will you help her through. The hardest thing we can ever go through that I found out is losing our precious children. U my baby are my heart and soul and its so hard living day to day w/out you, but mommy has too that wouldn't be fair to ur big sister and lil brother. As for you sister she's not feeling good, I had to go and get her from school so watch over her baby girl, and watch over ur brother he is so much right now, his favorite word is shut up mom!!! :( i'm hoping that he breaks out of that soon. WEll my baby just had to vent a lil,. Luving u always beautiful. Fly High and tell ur Uncle Kenny that your grandma Rita misses and loves him so much.
Mother and child / Angie Chris Trevizo (Angelfriend)
I feel so shattered with the death of my son I was blessed for 15 years and thank God but I have an empty hole in my heart and I feel like I am in pieces. I hope you like this
*mii sunshine* / Shannah Leigh Brien (cOusin)
*hAy sunshine* i miss you soo muCh Shayla! its 5:40 in the morning i cant sleep because im siCk! i looked up at my mirrow and i saw your pictures that i was suppose to send too your mom forever ago! that was my 10th birthday that was 6yrz ago wow where does the time go! & its been a little over 5yrz since you left us! ...aww i just miss you soo muCh ..i just wish i can see your beautiful smile or hear ur little giggle! ...I remember this one time me and auntie becca were babysitting you in Shell Valley ...and we dressed you up and try too make it look like we were taking professional pictures of you lol ... u were just too cute babiigurl! ...or when gramma rita would give you a drink of water you would go "ahhh" just cute! ...or this time when it was shantel..auntie becca ...& myself in the small bedroom at gramma's and we were listening too nsync and u grabbed the headphones sooo we turned down the music a little bit soo it wouldnt hurt your ears and we put them on u ....u just had the biggest smile the whole time you were listening too there music! ...Well babiigurl im gonna try and lay down! ...your always in my prayers tell grandpa tiny&uncle kenny i love them and give them both a kiss for me! ...god bless little one
[[*cousin shannah leigh brien*]]
Hi Beautiful / Mommy Hey beautiful baby. I miss u so much, and love you more then anything. I sit and wonder what our lives would be like if you were still here, I know I would be much more happier then I am now, your sis and brother keep me happy very happy but our family is not complete without and never will be. I can still see that smile you always had, and your black hair, with your lil button nose and chubby cheeks, your sweet smell. Mommy needs some help baby, i'm having a few problems and just need a lil guidance to get it all taken care of, I know you have helped me so many times, and I am forever thankful for it. Oh yeah and watch over your grandma rita, keep her safe, I worry about her. she has too much that she has to worry about and she shouldn't have to, but thats just granny she's always been like that. Your sister is going to start going to Sunday school, shes always talking about you and God and her prayers so I thought she would like it. Well my baby help mommy through, I sure can use it. Luv u always baby girl.
Hi My baby girl / Mommy Shayla, Do you see how much I miss u. Do you see the hurt that I live with everyday. Sometimes I don't even know how i'm going to go on. I want it to go away. I want it to get better. Your sister is doing really good she loves school and she loves getting on the bus. Tyler is potty trained with a few accidents at night but he's only 2 thats going to happen. Your brother and sister are getting so big, and I wish you were here to be with them. They miss u so much. You will always be their big sis. As for the tragedy that took place yesterday Shayla, why? Why did we have to lose 2 people from our community in that freak accident, I can't get over it, I cried last night thinking about David (ROGER P.) is what we called him he never hurt anyone he was a good guy along with Todd Vallie yeah they liked they alcohol but they were good guys. Please watch over their families baby girl. Help mom understand why things happen like this. Remember I luv u with all my heart and when I'm working out, your all I think about and that keeps me going, even though I want to quit I know your with me to help me lose weight. Luvin u always.
*sweet angel* / Becca Brien (Auntie)
My *BeAuTiFuL NiEcE* sHayLa* I miss u so much* i knew u were watching over me yesterday .. Because.. I went to the mall 2 go buy an outfit for last night, and i don't think i was speeding or anything - but this cop turned around & i thought he was going to stop me, so i was really scared & he didn't even stop me, & i thats when i knewww you were watching over mee - My beautiful guardian angel . .. .I miss u so much, i think about you just about everyday .. I was angry because i couldn't get on the computer cause the internet was shut off at the house & i had noway to lite a candle - kuz u kno mee.. ur auntie becca alwaysss writes to u* liting a candle 4*u .. I love u my beautiful niece, miss u so much* watch over the family baby girl..
My thoughts are with you all sweetheart / Vicky (Angel Kierans Mummy) Ann I really don't know what to say, only the usual, that my thoughts are with you and you are in my prayers. Such a beautiful baby girl, obviously too beautiful to stay on Earth. Am thinking of you today and always. Vicky xx
I luv u always. / Mommy Hi my Sweetie. I luv u so much baby girl. Your lil sister went off to her first day at the big school as she says it. She was anxious, she didn't even look back when she got on the bus. You 2 would have been going to school together this year. Mercedes is in the hospital in labor having her baby today, she's been in labor for awhile. I know you and Her daddy are watching over her though. Well my baby keep ur heavenly watch over ur family as they need lots of Angel Guidance. LUVIN U ALWAYS BEAUTIFUL
Hi Beautiful / Mommy Hi there beautiful, mommy is missin u so much right now, but of course I always miss u, I think about u no matter what mommy is doing baby girl. I know ur with me at times when I'm feeling really down, thats been alot though lately and i'm not sure why. Today is your Aunty Jessica Lenoir's, she's ur Godmommy too it her birthday today, send her down some hugs and kisses she misses her dad so much..Your cousin Bryan's 2nd birthday today. Send them both some hugs and kisses...Mommy misses u and loves u so much baby girl., Stay close to mommy. LUVIN U always.
Hey Gurlie !! / Mercedes Crissler (friend/cuzin)
Hey Precious !! I know I asked u before but this time I need u to watch even closer...I need u to watch over muh family and ecspecially my dad babygurl!! He didnt make the right decisions in his life..Not everyone makes good decisions and he was one of them!! He made a really really badd mistake my gurl !! U probably no wat im talking about !! I need u to make sure he gets through all of this..I need my dad back my babygurl .. I need him more then anyone thinks .. His my life juss like your dads yur life !! I need him to be okay Shayla, I want my old dad back..I miss my OLD dad !! I Love my old dad better then I love him now !! He still isnt making the right decisions but his getting better baby!! But its so hard juss thinking all the things he did .. and something juss happened a few days ago and Im so madd at him cuz he juss didnt put his life in the SPOT he put my whole familys Shayla !! But i no i will forgive him sometime but its juss so hard !! Babygurl Im sittin here cryin wrightin this to u .. Im so stressed out ..!! But please Watch over him and my family my mom is so stressed out that shes kinda startin to get her nerves messed up !! My Brother Brett I also need u to watch over him good .. please try and keep him out of trouble hunn...Hes the only thing I really have right now..Until hopefully I get my Old dad back..My lil'bros dont really understand things right now but please watch over them 2 !! My gurl This is all I really want .. I no I probably am asking for alot but I juss no precious that u will help me so im asking u to do these things!! I love u Shayla .. Yur one thing in my life I will NEVER forget about!! I no your helpin me threw all this !! But babygurl Please watch over my family PLEASE!! And also I no your mom and dad r worried about all this but please make sure they dont worry so much..Its not there fault of wats goin on but I no Annie u prolly might be reading this but please dont worry so much u got your own family to be thinkin about..But I LOVE and thank u guyz for helpin us.. and trynna get my dad out!! Well Shayla babygurl..I love u ... And miss u !!! Cant believe its bein 6years now .. I think u and Shaylee would have looked so much alike!! Well hunn...Please Help Watch over my family!! I love u <3 Alwayz, Mercedes
*my bEaUtifuL BaBy cOusIn* / Cousin Shannah Brien
Shayla ...I Love&Miss you so much! Its hard to believe its been 5yrs without you my baby cousin! ...I just wish for one day I could see your beautiful smile again! You wouldve been 6yrs old my precious angel ....I wonder how you would look how you would be! ....Be just beautiful&happy like always! I think about when I would babysit you ..me& you would have fun ..I just loved dressing you up ....those are memorys no one could ever take away from me and that I will cherish forever! Your always in my prayers&thoughts ....I just cant go into words how much you mean to everyone Shayla! ....Your loved by so many you had a big impact on alot of peoples lifes ....especially your mommys you look just like her ...both beautiful .....I hope too see you in my dreams& the day I see you again ...watch over the family we need you&love you!
I love&miss you always my precious baby cousin! My beautiful AngelClose
hey there baby girl / Mommy
Hey there my beautiful baby girl. I miss you Shayla, if only I can go back and change all of this. I sit and wonder why all the time. Shaylee had a little girl over last night her name was Annie, and she is 6 years old, her birthday is only a couple of weeks after yours, and I sat and watched them play, and it made me think about how you would look and, how you would be, it made me miss you so much. I wondered if you and Shaylee would be the best of friends, and Tyler's protectors. Shaylee and Tyler are soooo close they have a very special bond with one another. Tyler is trying so hard to say your name, he has a problem with Speech, but at least he's trying, he points at your pictures and tries so hard. When we go and visit your resting place he has to kiss your picture all the time. Well my baby I just wanted to say how much I miss you and I think about you always. LOVE YOU BABY GIRL........mommy Close
Hey lil girl. / Blanche Falcon ("auntie Blanche" )Read >>
Hey lil girl. / Blanche Falcon ("auntie Blanche" )
Hey beautiful. I remember your sweet smile so clearly. Anytime I was feeling lonely I would go visit you or pick you up for a visit and your smile always made me feel better. You were my light. I still think about you alot, but I know you will always be watching over those who loved you. Auntie loves you lil girl. Close
Hey Beautifull !! I need 2 ask u a favor..Can u help me and my family make it threw somethings and watch over us...Because things arent going good right now!! And Sweetie help your mom..She needs your help...your her life and she needs to make it for your sister and brother!!! I no its not easy for her she talks about u all the time!! But please watch over her and your family !! And please watch over my family to babygurl...well fly high Beautifull....I love you !!! Always.. Sadie
Hey there Precious / Mommy
Shayla, Hey there beautiful. I'm sitting here thinking about you like always though. I need so much help to get through beautiful, I need help to stay strong, I feel like giving up on everything. Lately I haven't even wanted to get out of bed, I don't want to do anything anymore, I just sit and think abou what it would be like to be with you again. My heart hurts so bad for you. I get so upset now, thinking about the way you died. I wonder what it would be like to dream about you my beautiful baby girl. I need you to help me be a better person, and get through all my problems my baby, i'm not asking for them to be solved but just help me deal with them the way I need to. I haven't been a good mom to your sister Shaylee my baby girl will help me with that, and Tyler too, but for some reason I find myself being a little harder on Shaylee then Tyler. I love all of you guys with all my heart, but its hard dealing with 2 children and living without one of your children. I wonder how we would all be together, alot happier I know. Well my baby i'm going to close for now, just remember how much I love you and miss you with all my heart and wishing I had you to hold my sweet baby girl. Luvin you always. Close
~Thinking Of You~ / Melissa Carlie Adams Grandma.. Read >>
~Thinking Of You~ / Melissa Carlie Adams Grandma..
The Wings Of An Angel So Pure And So White, The Wings Of An Angel Holding You Tight, The Wings Of An Angel Caressing Your Skin,
The Wings Of An Angel Keeping The Love Within. These Wings From An Angel Are My Gift To You,
These Wings From An Angel Will Help See You Through.
For Annie / Richelle Keplin
This is such a beautiful site, Annie. I was lighting a candle for Leah and I thought of you and searched for your baby. I loved looking at the pictures and reading everything. It touched my heart more than you can know. It also really made me think about my girls and I just had to get up and kiss and hug them and thank God that I have them. I can't imagine the hurt you feel. I think you are so strong and you are such a good mother. Anyone can see how much you loved your baby, and I'm sure she knew just how much. It feels good to see you always keeping her memory alive, I always hear her name with birthday greetings from you, no one really does that because I think they're scared of what people think. It leaves a peaceful feeling to hear that. Some things in life get taken for granted and you just never know when someone will be taken from you, and thanks to this website I will definitely look at life with a different view and thank God everyday for the beautiful gifts that he has given to me, Brooke & Lainey. May God bless you and your family Annie, and may you find some peace of mind in knowing that your beautiful baby is with your every day and is waiting to greet you in Heaven. Close
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.. Because.. I went to the mall 2 go buy an outfit for last night, and i don't think i was speeding or anything - but this cop turned around & i thought he was going to stop me, so i was really scared
& he didn't even stop me, & i thats when i knewww you were watching over mee
- My beautiful guardian angel
. .. .I miss u so much, i think about you just about everyday
.. I was angry because i couldn't get on the computer cause the internet was shut off at the house & i had noway to lite a candle - kuz u kno mee.. ur auntie becca alwaysss writes to u* liting a candle 4*u .. I love u my beautiful niece, miss u so much* watch over the family baby girl..
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